As Christmas day rapidly approaches I wanted to change perspectives for a moment. I ran across a poem I wrote my wife, Heather, years ago when we had very little to give each other. It helps me keep things in perspective today and I thought I would share it with you. We have so much to be thankful for. I pray you have a blessed and merry Christmas this year.
The Christmas Tear
There’s a list of things I wanted
For your Christmas list this year,
So many wondrous presents,
For the one I hold so dear.
A ring with lovely diamonds,
A dress with matching shoes,
Are a couple of the things,
I’d like to give to you.
A bracelet made of silver,
A necklace full of pearls,
Adornments both so pretty,
For my very special girl.
I’d like to give you gifts,
To meet your every need,
A library of books
So you can sit and read!
So many things I wanted,
To show you how I care,
But my wallet is too empty,
And there’s not much here to share.
There’s a list of things I wanted,
For your Christmas list this year,
But what I have to give you,
Is a single Christmas tear.
There’s a little bit of sadness,
In this tear I give to you,
For it seems a bit inadequate,
For the one I love so true.
This tear is mostly happy, though,
As I’m sure you’ll come to see.
So listen while I tell you,
What it means to me.
This tear is full of memories,
As I look back through the years.
The way you’ve made my life so full
To me is very clear.
This tear is full of joyfulness,
At the laughter we have shared.
To find a jewel that shines like you,
Is truly, truly, rare.
I shed this tear for thankfulness,
To you and to the Lord,
For bringing you into my life,
Was a true and blessed reward.
I’m thankful too for your selflessness,
The sacrifices made,
For when you’ve had to do without,
It’s a price you’ve gladly paid.
But most of all this tear I give,
Is a tear wrapped up in love,
And packaged with a bow of prayer,
That I send to God above.
Silver and gold I do not have,
Few presents are under the tree,
But I pray that you will see this tear,
As a precious gift from me.
There’s a list of things I wanted,
For your Christmas list this year,
But all I have to give you,
Is this single Christmas tear.
Curtis Ward
I’ve been thinking about this for several years and I’m convinced that many people do. We’ve all been guilty at some time or another, I’m sure. I mainly want to challenge you today with a question. Do you read the Bible to find what you believe or do you read it to prove what you already believe? I was very guilty of the latter at one point in my life. I was taught the doctrine of my church and I never questioned it. I just assumed that the doctrine they taught lined up with the Word. One day I was asked a question that challenged one specific point of doctrine and I gave my church’s typical response to it. Something bothered me afterward though and I began looking at the scriptures to prove that I was right. What I found, however, was that I was wrong. That caused me to cry out to the Lord for what His truth was. I wanted to read the Bible as if it were the first time I had read it. I didn’t want my faith to be because “my parents raised me that way”, or “my preacher or pastor taught me this.” I wanted to believe what I believed because it was God’s truth. Now that isn’t to say that now I am correct on all my points of doctrine. What is true now, though, is that when faced with a question or a challenge of that belief I try to be open about it. If someone can show me from the Word where I am wrong…I want to be the first to admit it.